Emily’s fingers instantly went slack and let go. Her eyes rimmed red, looking as if she were about to burst into theatrical tears.
I looked at her flatly, my tone completely void of empathy. “Save your tears. Save your emotional energy. Once Jason is fully conscious and stable, the two of you can explain everything face to face. Whether you gave him the pills, whether he took them himself, or whether you two took them together… the blood test report will provide the truest answer.”
The heavy, secure doors of the ICU slowly slid shut behind me, firmly shutting out the noise and the lies of the hallway.
Chapter 4: The Truth in the Numbers
I leaned against the cool tile wall of the hallway outside Jason’s glass-walled room. I took out my phone and opened my text thread with him. The latest message was sent by him at 10:12 p.m. tonight.
Hey honey, stuck at the office with endless overtime. I will be home very late. Go to sleep early. Love you.
I had gently replied: Okay. Don’t work too hard.
After my message was sent, the little gray typing indicator bubble had kept popping up at the top of the screen for several minutes, but no new message ever came through. Eventually, the text thread went completely, ominously dead.
I flipped my phone over in my palm, leaned my head back against the wall, and gently closed my tired eyes. From inside the ICU, I could hear the attending nurse clearly calling out the changing metrics.
“Patient potassium climbing to 2.7. Heart rate 120. Frequency of PVCs significantly reduced.”
I opened my eyes, pushed the heavy glass door open, and walked into the ICU.
Jason was lying in the hospital bed, his face still haggard and drawn, but his eyes were fully open, and he was completely, terrifyingly conscious. Seeing me walk in, his eyes shifted nervously, darting around the room like a trapped animal.
“Sarah… why are you here?”
I walked to the foot of the bed, picked up his thick medical chart, flipped it open, and calmly stated the undeniable facts.
“Your ‘coworker,’ Emily Davis, called me. She told me you suddenly collapsed unconscious in her apartment. I asked her why she delayed calling 911 for twenty minutes. She said she panicked too much. I asked her exactly how long you were unconscious. She said she had no idea. I asked what you had for dinner. She said you two had sushi near the office.”
Jason’s Adam’s apple swallowed hard, his expression increasingly panicked as the web of lies unspooled. “Sarah, please… please listen to me.”
“You speak. I am listening.” I closed the chart and looked at him quietly, my face an unreadable mask.
The rhythmic, steady beeping of the monitor filled the quiet, sterile hospital room. Jason opened and closed his mouth repeatedly, as if he had a thousand desperate words to say, but they were all stuck behind a dam in his throat. His mother was sobbing quietly to the side, dabbing her eyes with a tissue. His father paced back and forth near the window, looking highly anxious. Emily had been firmly stopped by the security nurses outside the restricted area, silently looking into the room through the glass wall, a ghostly spectator to her own ruin.
Finally, Jason forced out a pale, pathetic defense. “I really do not know what happened either, Sarah. My vision just went completely black, and I passed out.”
I calmly pressed on to the core physiological issue, ignoring his deflections. “Have you recently been taking unauthorized blood pressure medications? Or any kind of unregulated weight loss or dietary supplements?”
Jason’s eyes instantly darted away, unable to maintain eye contact. His tone panicked. “No! No, I never take stuff like that.”
“Then,” I continued relentlessly, “have you recently experienced frequent, unexplained fatigue, severe muscle cramps in your legs, and significantly increased urination at night?”
Jason stayed silent for a long moment before admitting in a low, defeated voice, “A little.”
“Did you secretly buy potassium-wasting supplements or black-market weight loss pills to take?”
Jason pressed his pale lips tightly together and fell completely silent, not daring to respond. His mother stomped her feet in anxiety and urged him, “Jason! Your wife is asking you a direct medical question! Answer her honestly so she can save you!”
Jason turned his head away, burying his face deep in the stark white pillow, full of stubborn resistance.
The green heart rate numbers on the monitor above him began to climb rapidly again. I glanced at the jumping numbers, reached out, and gently pressed his shoulder to physically calm him down.
“Do not get worked up,” I said softly. “Your heart rate is spiking again. It is incredibly bad for your recovery. We can talk about the illegal weight loss pills later. Let me ask you something else first.”
Jason’s body instantly tensed under my hand, his expression growing even more nervous.
“Did Emily know you were taking these types of unregulated pills?”
He stayed silent for two agonizing seconds before finally nodding slightly, his voice weak and muffled. “She knew. She… she even gave me two boxes. She said she was taking them herself to stay thin, and that they worked really well for energy.”
I looked at him quietly, saying nothing, letting the absolute stupidity of his actions hang in the air. Outside the glass door, Emily seemed to sense exactly what we were talking about and snapped her head up to look into the room, her eyes full of wide, undeniable panic.
I withdrew my gaze, looked down, and quickly jotted down the clinical medical notes in his chart.
My father-in-law leaned in, his tone probing, still desperately searching for a respectable out. “Sarah, that Emily girl… was she just purely trying to help out of the goodness of her heart? Sharing a supplement?”
“Dad?” I looked up, cutting off his pathetic defense with a firm, unyielding tone. “Answer my previous question first. Jason is conscious now. How do you plan to handle his entirely inappropriate relationship with Emily?”
My father-in-law was instantly speechless, unable to say a single word. My mother-in-law sobbed, her eyes darting around, stammering out a final line of defense. “They must just be regular co-workers, Sarah. They just had a late meal together working on a project, that is all.”
“Do regular co-workers have private dinners alone at 3:00 in the morning, and hang out alone in the master bedroom in matching pajamas?”
My mother-in-law was entirely, permanently silenced, unable to find another word of defense in the English language.
I finished writing the last line in the chart and closed the heavy binder. “Mom, Dad. You two have been running around in a panic for half the night and are exhausted. Go to the family waiting lounge next door and rest for a bit. I will keep a strict medical eye on things here. Nothing will go wrong physically.”
My father-in-law wanted to say more, to somehow fix the unfixable, but was pulled back by my mother-in-law. The two supported each other as they walked out of the ICU, looking ten years older than when they had arrived.
The room instantly became quiet, leaving only the rhythmic, steady sound of the monitor and Jason’s faint, shallow breathing. He buried his face deeper in his pillow, his shoulders shaking slightly. The muffled, pathetic sound of his crying was clearly audible over the machines.
I did not step forward to offer comfort. I simply pulled over a rolling stool, sat at the foot of the bed, and kept a close, clinical eye on the numbers on the monitor.
Potassium 2.8. Heart rate 115. The PVCs were steadily decreasing. His physical symptoms could be slowly cured with standard medical treatment, but the massive, jagged cracks in our relationship were already far beyond repair.
The heavy silence lasted for about three minutes before Jason’s muffled voice came through the pillow.
“Sarah… I am so sorry. I really, really messed up.”
I did not respond. I sat quietly, waiting for him to continue, waiting for the real truth.
“I just… I have been under so much immense pressure lately,” he choked out. “You have a high degree, a highly respected job, strong capabilities. You are better than me in every single conceivable way. Being with you, I always feel inferior. I feel like I cannot hold my head up in my own home. Emily… Emily is the only one who praises me every day, calling me capable and reliable, making me feel validated as a man.”
I stared at the steady green EKG waveform jumping on the screen, my tone entirely indifferent. “So, you ran over to a female colleague’s apartment at 3:00 in the morning to take black-market weight loss pills?”
Jason suddenly raised his head, his eyes bloodshot, frantically defending himself against the ultimate accusation. “I swear I did not cross the line physically! I just went to her place to pick up the pills. She lives near the office, so it was convenient.”
“Picking up pills required a dedicated, secretive trip at 3:00 in the morning?”
“She just bought a new case of them from a supplier and specifically asked me to come get some!”
“If she specifically got them for you,” I countered flawlessly, “why didn’t she just mail them, or hand them to you at work in the morning?”
Jason opened his mouth repeatedly, but ultimately choked up completely, unable to defend the logistical absurdity of his own lies.
I looked at him calmly, my tone entirely candid and devoid of anger. “Jason, I am not here to interrogate or judge your morals. I just want you to fully understand that you nearly lost your life tonight. If I had not happened to be working tonight, if I had not immediately recognized what that specific blood test meant… the cardiothoracic surgeons would have already scheduled you for an open-heart surgery.”
I leaned forward slightly. “They would have sliced open your chest cavity with a saw, only to find absolutely nothing structurally wrong with your heart. By the time they realized it was a severe electrolyte imbalance caused by diet pills, it would have been far too late. The heavy general anesthesia would have severely worsened your systemic imbalance. You most likely would have gone into ventricular fibrillation directly on the operating table, and died of sudden cardiac arrest.”
Jason’s face instantly went from haggard to ghostly pale. His eyes filled with sheer, unadulterated terror and lingering fear as he pictured the operating room. The heart rate on the monitor ticked up slightly again.
I stood up, gently pressed the back of his hand, and stabilized his emotions. “Do not panic. Keep your emotions steady. Too high of a heart rate will strain your weakened heart muscle. I am not telling you this to scare you. I am telling you this so you realize that the mistake you made tonight was not just sneaking over to another woman’s apartment late at night to cheat. Your profound ignorance and reckless risk-taking nearly cost you your life.”
Jason’s eyes were red, and scalding tears rolled down his cheeks, dropping onto the stark white pillow. “I really had no idea the consequences would be this severe.”
“Of course you didn’t,” I said. I pulled my hand back and sat down again, my tone calm and transparent. “You thought the diet pills you bought online were just simple, harmless slimming products. You thought going to a colleague’s apartment late at night was just normal networking. You thought hiding my profession to seek validation elsewhere was just a harmless way to relieve your own insecurities. But it is all these little, arrogant things that you brushed off that stacked up and nearly destroyed you entirely.”