Patricia didn’t even look away from her coffee.
“Five.”
I stared at her.
“Five in the morning?”
“They need discipline.”
“They’re two years old.”
Patricia smiled.
“You’re too soft.”
I looked at Michael.
Waiting.
Hoping he would say something.
Instead, he just shrugged.
“Mom knows what she’s doing.”
That sentence stayed with me.
Because it was the first time I realized something.
Michael wasn’t asking his mother to help us.
He was asking me to accept her control.
The business trip was supposed to be five days.
Five days away from the house.
Five days where I could focus on work, meetings, and finally breathe without feeling like every decision I made was being judged.
Before I left, I hugged my daughters tightly.
“I’ll be back soon.”
My youngest grabbed my face with both hands.
“Mommy stay.”
Those two words almost made me cancel the entire trip.
But Michael kissed my forehead.
“Don’t worry. Mom will take care of everything.”
I forced myself to smile.
I wanted to believe him.
I needed to believe him.
The flight home was delayed.
Then another delay.
Instead of arriving the next morning like planned, I came back late that evening.
I didn’t tell anyone.
I wanted to surprise the girls.
I wanted to walk through the door and see their faces light up.
Instead, I heard my mother-in-law say:
“Your mother came here to work, not to rest.”
And suddenly every strange feeling I had been ignoring made sense.
I stepped quietly toward the kitchen.
What I saw made my stomach drop.
My daughter was sitting in her high chair.
Still wearing the same pajamas she had probably slept in.
Her face was red from crying.
Her little hands were gripping the tray.
And Patricia was standing beside her holding a plate.
“Eat your vegetables.”
My daughter shook her head.
“No.”
Patricia sighed dramatically.
“You are becoming just like your mother.”
My chest tightened.
“Patricia.”
The room went silent.
She turned.
The expression on her face changed instantly.
Not guilt.
Surprise.
“Claire?”
Michael appeared from the living room.
His face went pale.
“You’re home already?”
I looked at him.
Not Patricia.
Him.
Because he was the person who was supposed to protect our children.
“How long has this been happening?”
Neither answered.
That was my answer.
That night, after the girls were asleep, I sat at the kitchen table.
Michael tried to explain.
“She’s just old-fashioned.”
I looked at him.
“Old-fashioned?”
“Yes.”
“She made our daughter cry until she couldn’t breathe.”