“Eric, you can’t be serious.”
“I’ve never been more serious.” He crossed the kitchen and kissed the top of my head as if I were a niece he was proud of. “You’re so strong. You’ve got this. Naomi’s around, right?”
“She works. She has her own life.”
“Eric, you can’t be serious.”
“Buuut…she loves the babies.”
“Eric, please.”
My husband was already wheeling the suitcase toward the front door. A car horn tapped outside, short and cheerful.
“Two weeks,” he said. “I’ll bring you back something nice!”
“Don’t do this.”
He opened the door. Sunlight cut across the entryway. He didn’t turn around.
“You’ll thank me later!”
The door clicked shut.
“Don’t do this.”
I stood in the doorway with a warm bottle in one hand and Ava, our loudest, screaming against my collarbone. Down the hall, her sisters answered her, one after the other, until the whole house was crying in a jagged chorus.
I looked at the closed door.
Fourteen days. I had no idea how I was going to survive 14 days.
I looked at the closed door.
***
I thought it was hard before Eric left, but those two weeks were the hardest I’d ever been through.
Night three broke me.
All three babies wailed at once, a wall of sound I couldn’t climb over. I sat on the kitchen tile with a warm bottle in my hand and cried harder than any of them.
I called Naomi at 2 a.m., barely able to form words.
Night three broke me.
“I’m coming,” my sister said. “I’m packing a bag right now.”
***
Naomi showed up before sunrise with an overnight duffel and a stack of legal pads.
“Okay,” she said, kneeling next to me on the floor. “We’re going to survive this, but we’re going to do it with a system.”
***
By the end of that first day, we had color-coded bottles and a shared spreadsheet on my phone. It sounds small, but it saved my life.
“I’m coming.”
My sister helped whenever she could, but most of the feedings, crying, and sleepless nights fell on me.
I hadn’t heard from Eric once.
***
On day six, my phone buzzed while I was burping Mia. It was a text from a number I recognized as Luke’s.
“Yo, you want me to cover your share of last night’s bar tab on the kid-free Finsta, or you still keeping that one locked down from the wife?”
I read it several times.
I hadn’t heard from Eric once.
Then I read it aloud to Naomi when she returned from work.
“Kid-free Finsta,” my sister repeated slowly. “That means a private Instagram, Layla. He’s been running a second account!”
My hands started shaking.
“Help me find it.”
It took her about 20 minutes.
“That means a private Instagram.”
Luke’s public profile linked to a tagged photo, which linked to a private handle, which Naomi requested to follow from a burner account.
By that evening, we were in.
The page had over a year’s worth of posts! Poolside selfies captioned “kid-free zone forever.” Videos of Eric doing shots with Luke, laughing about how “the wife handles the chaos.”
A photo from Cabo, taken three days after he left me, with the caption “escape complete.”
We were in.
Not one word about mental health. Not one photo of our daughters.
“He’s been planning this,” Naomi said quietly. “For a long time.”
I sat there holding my phone, still stupidly looking for the man from the ultrasound in those pictures.
“You have to confront him,” she said.
“I can’t. If I blow this up, I blow up everything, including their whole childhood.”
“He’s been planning this.”
Then I remembered Deborah at the baby shower, her hand on my wrist, her voice low.
I hadn’t understood it then. I did now.
I called her from the nursery, expecting her to defend her son.
“Deborah, it’s Layla. I need to show you something, and I’m scared to.”
The line went quiet for a long moment.
I hadn’t understood it then.
“My son left, didn’t he?” my MIL asked.