For hours, my nephew kept repeating the same strange words. No one understood what he was waiting for. Then the room suddenly went silent.

Leo got there before Marcus. He bent over the casket, slipped his fingers beneath a fold of Rachel’s navy dress, and brought up a small black phone that was still trembling in his palm.

Marcus reached for it almost instantly.

I stepped between them.

It happened so fast that for a second I was aware only of Leo’s shoulder against my side, Marcus’s hand stopping inches from mine, and the faint vibration coming from that little phone.

“Give me that,” Marcus said.

His voice was low now.

Not grieving-husband low.

Warning low.

I took the phone from Leo and moved him behind me.

“Why?” I asked.

Marcus stared at the device.

“It’s mine. An old phone. Rachel must have put it there for some reason.”

Leo spoke before I could.

“No, Dad.”

Marcus looked at him.

Leo tightened both arms around his stuffed bear.

“Mom said it was hers.”

My mother had stopped crying.

Aunt Martha stood beside the overturned coffee tray with one hand still pressed over her mouth.

The rest of the room seemed to have forgotten the prayers, the food, the late hour, everything except the object in my hand and the way Marcus was watching it.

The screen lit again.

There was no incoming call.

It was an alarm.

Across the screen were two words Rachel had entered herself.

FOR SARAH.

My knees nearly gave out.

Marcus saw the words too.

“This is insane,” he said. “She was scared all the time near the end. She wasn’t thinking clearly.”

That sentence did something to me.

Three days earlier, Marcus had described Rachel as happy, careful, completely normal before her supposed fall.

Now, with a phone in my hand that he clearly did not want me to open, she was suddenly frightened and irrational.

Both versions could not be true.

I looked at Leo.