They celebrated like I was gone for good. Then they arrived home and saw everything had changed. The party ended quickly.

He had said them before we entered the building.

Again in the elevator.

And one final time just outside the courtroom.

“Whatever they say, whatever they do, keep your expression neutral. Keep looking forward. Let me handle the rest.”

I had nodded every time.

But I didn’t fully understand why until I stood beneath the blazing Atlanta sun, watching Patricia Monroe clap her hands together as if she had just witnessed the ending of a wonderful performance.