At that exact moment, the front door unlocked and opened.
Gabriel had arrived earlier than he had originally planned.
He stood in the entryway and saw everything.
He saw my wet clothes clinging to my shivering body.
He saw the large puddle of filthy water spreading across the rug.
He saw my trembling hands resting protectively over my stomach.
He saw his mother standing right beside me holding the empty metal bucket.
I did not say a single word to him.
I simply looked into his eyes, desperately waiting for him to ask just one simple question: “Are you okay?”
Gabriel opened his mouth as if he were about to speak.
However, he did not ask me anything at all.
He quickly lowered his gaze, nervously adjusted his briefcase, and walked silently toward the small home office down the hall.
He stepped inside the room.
Then he locked the door behind him.
The quiet click of the lock turning echoed through the hallway.
It was a tiny, almost imperceptible sound, but inside my heart, it completely destroyed four years of marriage.
I suddenly started laughing out loud, unable to control the absurd pain of the moment.
Gertrude stepped back nervously, looking confused.
“What on earth are you laughing at, you foolish girl?” she demanded.
I stood up very slowly, wiping the cold water from my face.
I walked directly into the kitchen without saying a word.
On the long wooden table stood the large serving trays that I had been preparing tirelessly since before dawn.
I grabbed the first tray of food.
I flipped it completely upside down.
The white rice crashed onto the clean floor tiles.
Then I grabbed the roasted chicken and dumped it into the mess.
Next went the salad, the carefully arranged fruit platter, and a large pot of specialty sauce.
“Mariana, what are you doing!” Gertrude screamed in absolute horror.
“You said you wanted to take proper care of your family today,” I said, looking her dead in the eye.
I flipped over another heavy tray of food.
“Well, now you can begin taking care of them yourself,” I added calmly.
Gertrude continued to scream hysterically at the top of her lungs.
Gabriel remained completely silent and locked inside the office.
I picked up my purse, walked out the front door, hailed a taxi, and went straight to my mother’s house.
Late that afternoon, I ended up lying in a bed at the hospital emergency room.
However, I still did not know that the bucket of ice water had not actually destroyed my marriage.
It had merely uncovered a far worse lie that had been hidden from me for two whole years.
PART 2
The doctor carefully examined the ultrasound screen for several long seconds before turning to face me.
“The baby has a strong heartbeat, but you came dangerously close to severely complicating this pregnancy, so you must strictly remain in bed for two full weeks,” he said seriously.
My legs were still trembling as my mother, Lucinda, helped me walk out of the clinic, gently squeezing my hand without asking too many painful questions.
Gabriel did not call me that night.
He did not call me the following day either.
When I finally opened my laptop to review our joint financial accounts, I verified something that I had considered completely normal for years.
Every single month, I had been transferring twenty-two thousand dollars to Gabriel’s personal account.
According to his repeated explanations, that money was meant to help pay off a massive two-hundred-thousand-dollar loan that Gertrude had taken out by mortgaging her house when his startup company was on the verge of bankruptcy.
That mortgage debt had always been my mother-in-law’s favorite emotional weapon against me.
“Thanks to the sacrifice of my home, you two have the comfortable life you enjoy today,” Gertrude would constantly remind me at dinner.
“My son works tirelessly every day just to repay my massive sacrifice,” she would add dramatic sighs.
“The absolute least you can do to contribute is to help us around the house and cook for the family,” she would declare.
Because of that debt, I had personally paid for all our groceries, rent, and utility bills, while also handing over a huge portion of my hard-earned salary for years.
I had even convinced my own mother to lend us thirty thousand dollars when Gabriel assured me that his technology business was facing another critical emergency.