I looked down at her.
“Hello, Rosalind.”
She stared past me with complete newborn indifference.
“I’m your great-aunt.”
My voice broke slightly.
“And I’m going to do better.”
Emily watched me carefully.
Not fully trusting yet.
But willing.
For now, that was enough.
After about ten minutes, I handed Rosalind back.
Then I stood.
“I should probably return to my room before my doctors discover their recovering surgery patient escaped into maternity.”
Emily almost smiled.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize. I followed David here.”
I looked at him.
“Walk me back?”
“Of course.”
We left the maternity ward together.
For the first half of the walk, neither of us spoke.
Finally, near the elevators, David asked,
“Are you angry with me?”
I thought about it.
“At you?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t know.”
He waited.
“I’m something.”
I searched for the word.
Then I found it.
“Moved.”
He looked surprised.
“You went to every ultrasound.”
“Yes.”
“When she needed someone.”
“Yes.”
“That is exactly who you are.”
He looked away.
“I still should have told you.”
“You keep saying that.”
“Because it’s true.”
“It is.”
I looked at him.
“But it’s also true that you showed up for her. Both things can be true at once.”
He gave me a tired smile.
“You’re being generous.”
“No.”
I shook my head.
“I’m being accurate.”
Inside the elevator, he asked,
“What do we do now?”
“You keep showing up.”
“For Emily?”
“For all of us.”
He looked at me.
“And David?”
“Yes?”
“Next time something like this happens, you tell me.”
He nodded.
“Even if you’re afraid I’m not ready.”
“Yes.”
“Even if the truth is uncomfortable.”
“Yes.”
“We’ve been married thirty-one years. Let me decide with you whether I’m ready.”
He smiled faintly.
“Thirty-one years.”
I studied him.
“You secretly supported my niece through eight months of pregnancy.”
“Yes.”
“You sat through every ultrasound.”
“Yes.”
“You brought her flowers.”
“Yes.”
“And you still visited me while I was recovering.”
“Yes.”
I smiled.
“I have a very good husband.”
He looked at me.
“I have a very good wife.”
I laughed quietly.
“That’s debatable.”
“No, it isn’t.”
David came back the next day.
And the next.
Patricia brought Rosalind to my hospital room before I was discharged.
Then, the following week, Emily came to our house.
Just Emily.
She sat with me in the kitchen.
We drank tea for three hours.
At first, we talked carefully.
Like two people walking across a bridge neither fully trusted yet.
She told me more about James, Rosalind’s father.
He was visiting on Saturdays and trying to figure out what role he would have in their daughter’s life.
