“What are you talking about?”
“Nothing,” Grant said.
I didn’t believe him.
And suddenly, neither did Logan.
For the first time that afternoon, father and son weren’t completely united.
There was a tiny fracture.
Small.
Almost invisible.
But I saw it.
I always saw things like that.
Grant cleared his throat.
“Logan.”
His son looked at him.
“Finish this.”
Logan nodded.
Then he looked at me.
“Final chance.”
I set the gloves down on the hood of my truck.
“No.”
He stared.
“You’re really going to stand there and refuse?”
“Yes.”
“Everybody’s watching.”
“I know.”
“You’re humiliating yourself.”
I looked around.
At the neighbors.
At the phones.
At the man recording.
Then I smiled.
“No, Logan.”
His brow furrowed.
“You’re confusing refusing to perform with being humiliated.”
Nobody laughed this time.
The silence was heavier.
Logan’s breathing changed.
His shoulders rose.
He was losing control.
And that was exactly what I’d been waiting to see.
Not because I wanted to fight him.
Because I wanted to know whether the person beneath the performance could handle being denied.
He couldn’t.
He stepped forward.
Too quickly.
A few people moved backward.
I didn’t.
He stopped less than six feet away.
“You think you’re tough?”
“No.”
“Then why aren’t you scared?”
I looked into his eyes.
“Because I’ve been scared before.”
His expression faltered.
“Of what?”
I didn’t answer.
Because the truth was too complicated.
I had been afraid of losing people.
Afraid of sending young men into danger.
Afraid of receiving a knock on a door.
Afraid of phone calls after midnight.
Afraid of becoming the kind of person who stopped caring because caring hurt too much.
But I had never been afraid of a man standing in a driveway trying to impress his father.
Logan stepped closer.
I could smell the sweat and synthetic rubber from his training shirt.
He raised his hands.
Not quite a fighting stance.
More like a threat.
“Maybe I’ll make you put them on.”
The crowd went completely silent.
I looked at his hands.
Then at his feet.
Then at the space around us.
Old habits.
Unwanted habits.
But habits don’t disappear simply because you stop needing them.
My eyes moved automatically.
Three exits.
Four people within ten feet.
A parked SUV behind him.
A garden wall to my left.
Noah inside the house.
Grant filming.
I hated that my mind still calculated everything.
I hated that part of myself.
But it was there.
Waiting.
Logan stepped forward again.
And that’s when I heard a voice from the crowd.
“Logan, stop.”
Everyone turned.
It was Mrs. Alvarez from across the street.
An older woman who rarely spoke during neighborhood disputes.
Logan looked at her.
“Stay out of it.”
She shook her head.
“Your father should know better.”
Grant lowered his phone.
“Excuse me?”
She pointed at him.
“You’re filming your son threatening a woman.”
Grant’s face hardened.
“He’s not threatening her.”
Mrs. Alvarez stared at him.
“Then what exactly would you call it?”
No one answered.