He sounded impatient and said the front desk needed my credit card because there was a problem with the bill.
I asked what kind of problem, but he said he did not know and that an employee had told him I needed to come downstairs immediately.
The request did not make sense because the hotel already had my card on file, but billing mistakes happen, and I did not want the situation to grow into another complaint about me delaying everyone.
I crouched beside Lily and told her I would be back in a few minutes.
She was sitting on the edge of the bed with the juice box in her hands and her stuffed rabbit tucked beneath one arm.
“Stay inside,” I said. “I’m only going to the front desk.”
She nodded.
Vanessa heard every word.
My parents were nearby, and Mark was still with the family group, so I believed Lily was surrounded by adults who would protect her for the few minutes I was gone.
That belief was the mistake I would replay more than any other.
Downstairs, the employee behind the front desk had no idea what I was talking about.
I gave her my name and room number, then explained that my father had said there was a problem requiring my credit card.
She checked the account once, frowned at the screen, and checked it again.
Everything was fine.
There was no declined payment, no missing authorization, no disputed charge, and no note asking the staff to contact me.
She told me no one at the desk had sent for me.
I stood there for a moment with my card still in my hand, trying to decide whether my father had misunderstood someone or whether another relative’s room had been confused with mine.
I called him back, but he did not answer.
I called my mother next and received no response from her either.
The uneasiness I had been dismissing began to tighten in my stomach.
I thanked the employee and returned upstairs.
The walk from the elevator to my room felt longer than it had a few minutes earlier.
When I reached the door, I expected to hear cartoons through the wall or Lily asking whether I had fixed the problem.
Instead, I heard nothing from her.
I entered the room and immediately saw that she was gone.
Vanessa was still there with her sons, and the television was still playing, but Lily’s juice box had been moved and her stuffed rabbit was no longer on the bed.
“Where is she?” I asked.
Vanessa glanced at me as though I had interrupted something unimportant.
My mother was in the room now, and my father stood near the connecting doorway.
Neither of them answered quickly enough.
I searched the bathroom, checked behind the curtains, and looked into the adjoining room even though I already knew Lily would have answered when I called her name.