When I eventually went downstairs, it felt as though I were walking through deep water.
Christopher was in the kitchen preparing a bottle for the newborn when I entered.
“Did he finally calm down?” Christopher asked without looking up.
I leaned against the kitchen doorway for support.
“What happened when you took Toby to get juice at the hospital?” I asked directly.
His expression didn’t change immediately, which somehow unsettled me even more.
“What are you talking about?” he asked casually.
“At St. Joseph Medical Center,” I said. “Toby said you went down another hallway.”
Christopher gave a short, dismissive laugh.
“He is five years old, Hannah,” Christopher remarked. “He imagines things.”
“He said he saw you with a woman,” I continued, watching his face closely.
That was when his expression finally changed from calm indifference to sudden calculation.
He carefully placed the baby bottle down on the quartz counter and turned around.
“Are you seriously doing this right now?” he asked, stepping toward me.
“Doing what, Christopher?” I asked coldly.
“We have a newborn at home, you are completely exhausted, and Toby is acting out because he is jealous,” Christopher stated firmly. “Can we please not turn this into some enormous drama?”
There it was, the exact response I should have expected.
I had lived with Christopher for nine years by then, and I knew the subtle changes in his voice when he was uncomfortable or trying to gain time.
“Who was the woman?” I demanded.
“It was no one,” he answered smoothly.
“Toby said you gave her a heavy envelope,” I pressed on.
Christopher laughed again, but the sound was far too loud and forced.
“An envelope?” Christopher asked mockingly. “You are taking financial crime tips from a five-year-old witness?”
“Stop talking about our son like he is dishonest!” I snapped.
“Then stop questioning me over a child’s imagination!” Christopher yelled back.
Upstairs, the baby started crying over the baby monitor.
Christopher glanced toward the ceiling, picked up the bottle, and walked directly past me.
“We are not doing this tonight,” he said, leaving me alone in the kitchen.
For two days, I tried to pretend everything was normal, but it was impossible.
Toby refused to enter the nursery at all. If I asked him to hand me a diaper, he quietly left the room, and if relatives came over to congratulate us, he stared toward the floor and refused to speak.
On the third night, I woke up at exactly two in the morning to find Christopher missing from the bed.
The baby was not crying, and his phone was missing from the nightstand charger.
I got up, walked downstairs, and noticed a narrow line of light spilling from underneath his office door.
I could hear him speaking nervously to someone on the phone.
When I pushed the office door open without knocking, he startled so badly that he nearly dropped his phone onto the desk.
“Who are you talking to at this hour?” I demanded.
He stood up quickly.
“Jesus, Hannah, you scared me,” he gasped.
Before he ended the call, I heard a young woman’s voice coming through the speaker.
“Give me the phone, Christopher,” I ordered softly.
“No, you are being unreasonable,” he replied, slipping the device deep into his pocket.
I laughed out loud because it was either laugh or completely lose my composure.
“Your son says he saw you take a baby from a crying woman in a hospital hallway, you are making secret phone calls at two in the morning, and I am the one being unreasonable?” I yelled.
He came around his desk quickly.
“Keep your voice down!” he hissed.
“Why?” I shouted back. “So the baby upstairs doesn’t wake up?”
His face changed instantly, and once you recognize unmistakable guilt on someone’s face, you can never forget it.
He sat down heavily in his desk chair as though all the resistance had suddenly drained out of him.
“You are not going to like the real truth,” he whispered, rubbing his face with both hands.
“Try me,” I challenged, gripping the doorframe so firmly my fingers hurt.
“That baby upstairs is mine,” Christopher admitted flatly.
I stared at him in complete disbelief.
“Of course she is your daughter, she is our daughter!” I argued.
He shook his head slowly.
“No, Hannah,” he said quietly. “She is not ours.”
PART 4: THE DEV@STATING TRUTH
The silence in the room became unbearable before I finally managed to find my voice again.
“Whose baby is sleeping in my nursery right now?” I asked, my voice trembling uncontrollably.
Christopher swallowed hard and refused to look me directly in the eye.
“Her name is Ava,” he confessed softly.
“Whose baby is she?” I demanded again.