“We’re studying after school.” “We signed up for a weekend thing.”
One Saturday, they came home tired and smiling too brightly.
I stood in the kitchen. “You two have been gone a lot.” Chloe opened the fridge. “We’re teenagers.” Maya grabbed a glass. “You raised us to be responsible.” “I also raised you to be terrible liars.”
They froze.
For a moment, I thought they would tell me. Then Chloe kissed my cheek. “We’re okay, Dad.”
I wanted to demand the truth. But fear closed my mouth.
Deep down, I thought I knew. Their adoption had never been a secret. Maybe they were looking for their birth family.
I had promised myself I would never make them choose. So, I swallowed the question for three years.
By the eighteenth birthday listed on their records, I had practiced losing them.
I cooked their favorites: garlic chicken and buttery mashed potatoes.
Julian dropped by with a cake and hugged them both. Eleanor called too, like she did every birthday. When Julian left, he wouldn’t meet my eyes.
That should’ve warned me.
After dinner, Chloe set down her fork. “Dad, we need to get something.”
Maya stood too quickly. They went upstairs together.
I listened to their footsteps. When they came back, each carried one of the old towels.
My chair scraped the floor as I stood. “What are those doing out?”
Chloe laid the white towel on the table. Maya placed the pink one beside it.
“Dad,” Chloe said, “please don’t hate us for what you’re about to see.” “Hate you? Why would I hate you?”
Maya’s chin trembled. “For three years, we’ve been lying to you,” Maya said.
My hand tightened around the chair. “Lying about what?” “Where we were going,” Chloe said. “The study groups? The weekend plans?”
They both nodded.
I took a step back from the towels. “Did you find them?”
Maya stared at me. “Your other family,” I said.
Chloe’s face folded. “Dad, no. That’s not what we were doing!” “It’s okay,” I said too quickly. “If you found something, I’ll help. I mean it. I won’t make you choose.”
Maya pushed the white towel toward me. “This isn’t about leaving you.” “Then what is it?” “Open it,” Chloe said.
I unfolded the towel. Something slipped from the folds and landed between us.
Three plane tickets. Three seats.
“No,” I whispered.
Maya said, “We leave in three days.” “We haven’t been back there in 18 years.” “We know,” Chloe said. “Babysitting. Tutoring. Dog walking. Weekend shifts once we were old enough,” Maya said. “Every dollar we could save.” “For this?” I asked. “For you,” Chloe said.
I shook my head. “I can’t go back there.” “You can,” Maya said. “But we’ll go together.”
She pulled the pink towel closer. “There’s more.”
I wanted to refuse before the room cracked open wider. But my daughters were watching me, and I had spent 18 years teaching them not to run from hard things.
So, I opened it.
A scrapbook rested inside. On the cover, they had written: “Our Family Began Before We Could Remember”
The first page showed me asleep with both of them tucked against my chest. Then came birthdays, missing teeth, school plays, report cards, and Father’s Day cards.
Near the back, an envelope slipped out. Hannah’s photo was inside.
“Where did you get this?” “You dropped your wallet when we were fifteen,” Chloe said. “I snapped a copy before you grabbed the photo back.” “Is that why you never talked about her?” Maya asked. “Because it hurts too much?”
I pushed the chair back. “I was trying to protect you.” “From what?” Maya asked. “From feeling like second choices.”
Chloe stepped closer. “We never felt that.” “You don’t understand.” “Then help us understand,” Maya said.
I looked at Hannah’s smile in the photo. “If I said her name, I was afraid you’d hear what I lost instead of what you gave me.”