My husband smiled at our newborn daughter. Seconds later, his expression completely changed.

And the question he asked next made my heart race.

PART 1

Luca and I had been married for four years.

From almost the very beginning, we had dreamed of becoming parents. But month after month passed with no good news, leaving us with a heavy, quiet grief.

So when I finally saw two dark lines appear on a pregnancy test, I burst into tears. Luca cried, too. Throughout my pregnancy, he was intensely, overwhelmingly emotional.

“You and this little girl mean everything to me,” he would whisper late at night, resting his warm hand gently on my belly.

For most of those nine months, I felt as though we were finally living the safe, happy life we had waited so long for.