“We’re going to do everything we can to make sure she is,” I promised, pulling her into a warm hug. “And you helped us, Maya. Because you told me what you saw, I found out the truth. You were a brave little girl.”
Her arms tightened around my neck and she rested her head on my shoulder.
“I don’t want Mom to look sad anymore.”
“She won’t have to face it alone anymore,” I whispered. “Neither will we.”
—
The following months were the hardest our family had ever faced.
But at least we weren’t moving through them in darkness anymore.
I took a leave from the firm.
I cooked, cleaned, drove Maya to school, and kept track of Sarah’s seemingly endless medical appointments.
Marcus continued coming at night for another three months until the experimental treatment ended.
The difference was that now I met him at the door.
I brought him water.
And during every infusion, I sat beside Sarah and held her hand.
There were days when the treatment left her too weak to get out of bed.
Days when fear returned to the house and seemed to settle into every room.
But we didn’t hide from it anymore.
We talked.
We cried.
We held each other when things became unbearable.
By the time winter arrived, a different kind of quiet had settled over our home.
Not the secretive, heavy silence from before.
Something peaceful.
It was a Tuesday afternoon in December when Sarah’s oncologist called.
Sarah was sitting on the living-room sofa wrapped in a thick wool blanket while Maya read beside her.
I stood near the window with the phone against my ear, my heartbeat pounding against my ribs.
“David?” the doctor’s voice came through the speaker. “I have the results from Sarah’s latest PET scan.”
My grip tightened around the phone.
“Go ahead, Doctor.”
“The targeted trial was a complete success,” she said, her tone light and full of warmth. “The tumors have shrunk completely. There is no evidence of active disease. Sarah is officially in full remission.”
I lowered my head as tears spilled down my face.
For several seconds, I couldn’t speak.
Then I crossed the room, dropped to my knees in front of Sarah, and rested my forehead against her lap.
“David?” Sarah asked, her hand instantly finding my hair. “What did she say?”
I looked up at her through tears.
“It’s gone,” I choked out, looking up at her with a tearful smile. “It’s all gone, Sarah. You’re in remission.”
Sarah gasped.
Her hands flew to her mouth as tears filled her eyes.
Maya dropped her book and threw herself around both of us, squealing with happiness. She probably didn’t understand exactly what remission meant.
She only knew the frightening days were finally ending.
—
That night, for the first time in nearly a year, our house felt completely safe.
No midnight footsteps moved down the hallway.
No shadow quietly entered our bedroom.
No one carried a secret burden alone in the darkness.
I lay beside Sarah listening to the calm rhythm of her breathing.
Color had begun returning to her cheeks, and the deep shadows beneath her eyes had faded.
I reached across and switched off the bedside lamp.
The room settled into comfortable darkness.
Outside, light snow had started falling, covering the trees in soft white.
Then I heard Maya’s bedroom door open down the hallway.
A moment later, small feet padded across the floorboards.
She peeked into our room clutching her stuffed bear.
“Dad?” she whispered into the dark.
“Yeah, sweetie?” I replied, raising my voice slightly so as not to startle her.
“Can I sleep with you guys tonight?” she asked. “Just for a little bit?”
Sarah stirred beside me, smiling through the darkness, and lifted the edge of the duvet.
“Come here, Maya.”
Maya hurried over, climbed into the middle of the mattress, and wriggled beneath the covers between us.
Sarah wrapped one arm around her.
I reached across them both and rested my hand over theirs.
“Dad?” Maya whispered, staring at the ceiling.
“Yes, Maya?”
“The moon really does follow our car, right?”
I smiled into the darkness and pulled my family closer.
“It sure does, kiddo,” I said softy. “It follows us everywhere we go.”