When Grandma spotted me serving tables that Sunday, she wondered why I worked a second job when Grandpa had supposedly settled my student loans years earlier. I explained that I still owed $412 monthly. Without even looking at a menu, she sat down and called her attorney, saying, “It’s about Elwood’s money.” Then she started asking questions about Dad…
I was carrying regular coffee in one hand and decaf in the other when Grandma paused in the diner entrance. Her gaze traveled from my apron to the name tag.
“Halley, why are you waiting tables? Your grandfather paid off your student loans in 2019.”
Three ladies from church had accompanied her. I knew that lavender blouse and the pearl earrings Grandpa had gifted her on their fiftieth anniversary.
Briefly, I wondered whether she had mistaken me for somebody else. I immediately felt guilty for thinking it. Grandma had run the peach orchard for five years after his death; she hardly needed someone explaining her affairs.
“I’m still paying them,” I answered cautiously. “Four hundred twelve dollars every month.”
She stayed beside the hostess station as the door swung shut behind her last companion. Her face shifted, though she said nothing.
She crossed to the window booth in my section and took a seat.
Her friends joined her, setting down purses and politely picking up menus. Grandma reached into her handbag instead. She produced the flip phone she stubbornly kept and dialed with one finger.
“Emmett, it’s June Overstreet. I know it’s Sunday. Call me back today. It’s about Elwood’s money.”
She snapped it shut and raised her eyes.
“Sit down a minute, honey.”
I was responsible for six tables and carrying two pots of coffee. For the first time since starting work there, I forgot which customers needed attention.
I’m Halley Overstreet. At twenty-nine, I worked weekdays as a dental assistant and weekends serving at a Grand Junction diner whose pie display was older than me.
The dental office was a good place to work. I appreciated my colleagues and patients who knew me by name. I hadn’t expected to spend my weekends carrying breakfast plates, but the loan payments had returned in 2023, and by the following spring I needed the extra income.
I finished my biology degree in May 2019 carrying $41,200 in student loans. My dream was to become a veterinarian. Instead, I looked at what more school would cost and found work I could begin doing sooner.
I tried not to describe it as giving up. Some days the distinction was harder to believe.
Two weeks earlier, Grandma moved into town, near enough for us to share dinner each Thursday. I intended to mention my diner shifts.
I hadn’t found a way to mention it without sounding as though I wanted her to help.
For as long as I remembered, Dad had insisted on one rule concerning my grandparents: never ask them about finances. It supposedly embarrassed them.
I obeyed.
After my parents split when I was fifteen, Mom remarried and relocated to Arizona. Dad stayed in our Grand Junction home with my younger brother Bryce and me.
Dad ran an RV repair shop that always seemed to be waiting for the month when things would finally ease. I grew accustomed to obtaining signatures, preparing lunches, and reminding him of unpaid bills.
“Halley always lands on her feet,” he used to say.
I liked being someone he could rely on. I never realized how frequently it meant postponing my needs for everyone else.
Bryce was younger by three years. Athletic and humorous, he could charm anxious adults into laughing before discussions turned awkward. I adored him, even while packing his lunch as he hunted for a lost shoe.
He attended a private California college. Whenever I questioned how Dad afforded it, he assured me he had arranged everything.
I asked no more. Between classes, loan applications, and Dad sounding exhausted whenever I needed help, I had plenty to manage.
Grandma and Grandpa were another matter.
Elwood and June cultivated forty acres of peach trees near Palisade. I spent summers there from the time I was small, carrying a picking bag and learning that ripe fruit didn’t wait because you wanted another hour in bed.
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Grandma showed me how to preserve fruit. Grandpa let me steer the orchard truck between the rows before I was tall enough to look convincing behind the wheel.
He tracked everything in green fabric-covered account books. Crates, fertilizer, maintenance, expenses, and income appeared in pencil, written in tidy, square letters.
When I asked why he didn’t use a computer, he said, “A computer can’t be wrong in pencil.”
Nobody enjoyed that joke quite as much as he did.
There was a shelf of those books in his little office, reaching back decades. I could picture him sitting there after supper, checking a figure while Grandma called that the dishes weren’t going to wash themselves.
He passed away while pruning the orchard in March 2021.
A week after the funeral, Dad attempted to take the ledgers to his shop. He told Grandma there was no reason for her to keep dusting old receipts.
She retrieved the final volume from his grasp.
“They’re his handwriting. Put them back.”
Back then, I assumed Dad meant well and Grandma couldn’t bear losing another reminder of Grandpa. I had watched him return every book to the shelf without understanding why the scene stayed with me.