I worked nights.
I came home exhausted.
I drove my husband to chemotherapy.
I organized his medications, cooked his meals, paid the bills, and stayed beside him through the nights when he was too weak to get out of bed.
For eleven months, my entire life became about one thing:
Keeping my husband alive.
So when the doctor finally told us the words we had been praying to hear, I thought our nightmare was over.
Theo was cancer-free.
I cried.
He cried.
For the first time in nearly a year, we could breathe without wondering what terrible news would come next.
But only hours later, while we were still sitting inside the hospital finishing the paperwork, Theo looked at me and said something that broke my heart in a completely different way.
“I want a divorce.”
I honestly thought I had misheard him.
After everything we’d been through, I couldn’t understand how those could be the first words he wanted to say to me after surviving cancer.
Then he picked up his bag and walked away.
And I sat there alone.
That’s when his doctor came back.
He looked toward the hallway where Theo had disappeared.
Then he pulled a chair beside me.
His expression was serious.
“There’s something you should know.”
And what he told me forced me to rethink the entire last year of our marriage.
When Theo was diagnosed with cancer, we had already been married for eleven years.
Our lives changed almost overnight.
He had to stop working.
The medical bills began arriving.
Our savings started disappearing.
And because someone still had to keep the household running, I began taking extra night shifts.
I’d leave for work when most people were getting ready for bed.
I’d work through the night.
Then I’d come home in the morning, sleep for a few hours, and get back up to take Theo to another appointment.
I learned his medication schedule.
I prepared his meals.
I kept track of his prescriptions.
I sat beside him during treatments.
And when he was too weak to walk to the bathroom, I helped him.
Some mornings, I would sit in the driveway for several minutes after getting home because I was simply too exhausted to move.
But I never complained to Theo.
He was fighting for his life.
How could I make his burden heavier?
There were days when the doctors weren’t optimistic.
Days when we were afraid to look at test results.
