My mother kept a high school yearbook hidden in a locked drawer.
I found it after she died.
Her senior year.
I flipped through the pages slowly, expecting nothing more than old photographs and names I didn’t recognize.
Then I reached the back.
A boy had written:
“To Margaret. I will find you again. I promise.
Love, James.”
I didn’t know any James.
My father’s name was Robert.
I searched the yearbook.
James Fuller.
Class president.
Next to his photograph were the words:
“Most Likely to Succeed.”
I Googled him.
A retired judge in Savannah.
Seventy-one years old.
I stared at his phone number for nearly an hour before finally calling.
He picked up.
“Hello?”
I almost hung up.
Then I said, “Is this James Fuller?”
Silence.
Eight seconds of it.
Then he said quietly,
“Margaret’s daughter.”
My stomach tightened.
I said, “How do you know who I am?”
Another silence.
Then he said,
“Six hundred dollars a month.”
I frowned.
“What?”
“Six hundred dollars a month. For thirty-eight years. To a PO box in your mother’s name.”
I couldn’t speak.
“I never missed a payment,” he continued.
“Why?”
His voice cracked.
“Because you’re my…”
He stopped.
I whispered, “My what?”
“Because you’re my daughter.”
The room seemed to tilt.
I sat down on the floor.
“My father is Robert.”
“I know.”
“Then how can you be my father?”
“Biologically,” he said. “I am.”
I demanded a DNA test.
He agreed immediately.
Two weeks later, the results arrived.
I opened the envelope with shaking hands.
99.99%.
James Fuller was my biological father.
I couldn’t breathe.
For thirty-eight years, my mother had let me believe Robert was my father.
And James had been sending money every month.
But why?
I asked him to tell me everything.
He agreed to meet me.
We met at a quiet restaurant outside Savannah.
When I walked in, he stood immediately.
He looked older than the photograph in the yearbook, of course.
But his eyes were exactly the same.
The same eyes I had seen in my own mirror my entire life.